Blogging huh? Why not!

Blogging huh? Well I have decided to write my thoughts down. If you know me you already know the reason, at least the main one. I talk....A LOT and I have a horrible habit of overwhelming conversations with people. I don't know really why I do it but I do. It bothers me and makes me seem selfish which everyone is a little selfish but I consider myself very giving.

Well so I am thinking that typing/blogging my thoughts will keep me from boring people with my randomness but still satisfy my need to day things. I should warn anyone reading:

- I repeat myself a lot and I can't imagine that switching to a written form of telling the story will change that.

- I am hard on myself and don't hid my feelings or mood very well. When I am mad you will know or sad, happy, anxious etc. This is something I'd like to work on.

- I will share personal things - that's how I work.

- I plan to just type my thoughts so somethings may be confusing.

- I am not a great writer - sorry!

There are other reasons for the blogging too! I feel like there are life issues that I need to explore to decide how I really feel about them AND I hear that writing your feeling help with that - hear goes nothing! I need to improve my typing to. I do not touch type I am dependent on looking t the keyboard and I have a job where I type a lot.

Now the title of my Blog...Lara's Thoughts - Bringing it down a notch! Well all my life people have used MANY different phrases to tell me to BE QUIET! I am loud you see and I have been told to turn it down, use my "inside voice", whisper, keep it down, and of course bring it down a notch! Well when I type I can't be too loud....so this is me....bringing it down a notch!

Well that takes care of my introduction....I look forward to this journey!